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10th grade
As I sat there in English class,I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wishedshe wasmine. But she didn't notice me like that,and I knew it. After class,she walked up to me and asked me forthe notesshe had missed the day before andhanded themto her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love her but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end,it was her. She was in tears,mumbling on and on about how her lovehad brokeher heart. She asked me to come over because shedidn'twant to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa,I stared at her soft eyes,wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags of chips, she decided togo tosleep. She looked at me,said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I want to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love her but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.

Senior yearThe day before prom she walked to mylocker."My date is sick" she said;he's not going to go well,I didn't have a date,and in 7th grade,we made a promise that if neither of ushad dates,we would go together just as "bestfriends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over,I was standing at her front door step!I stared at her as she smiled at me andstared atme with her crystal eyes.I want her to be mine,but she isn't think of me like that, and Iknow it.Then she said "I had the best time,thanks!"and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that Idon'twant to be just friends,I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don'tknowwhy.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.Before I could blink, it was graduationday.I watched as her perfect body floated likean angelup on stage to get her diploma.I wanted her to be mine, but she didn'tnotice melike that, and I knew it.Before everyone went home,she came to me in her smock and hat,and criedas I hugged her.Then she lifted her head from myshoulder andsaid,"you're my best friend, thanks" and gaveme a kisson the cheek.I want to tell her, I want her to know that Idon'twant to bejust friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,and Idon't know why.

A Few Years
LaterNow I sit in the pews of the church.That girl is getting married now.I watched her say "I do"and drive off to her new life,married to another man. I wanted her tobe mine,but she didn`t see me like that, and Iknew it.But before she drove away, she came tome andsaid "you came!".She said "thanks" and kissed me on thecheek.I want to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don'tknowwhy.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffinof a girlwho used to be my "best friend".At the service, they read a diary entry shehadwrote in her high school years.This is what it read:"I stare at him wishing he was mine,but he doesn't notice me like that,and I know it.I want to tell him,I want him to know that I don't want to bejustfriends,I love himbut I'm just too shy,and I don't know why.I wish he would tell me he loved me!I wish I did too...I thought to my self, and I cried.I Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love UI Love U..."

will i hab the same situation as him in future?